I pretty much always knew I was bisexual. I remember sneaking glances of the beautiful women in my father’s Playboy magazines when I was younger. I felt that what I was doing was wrong, but I couldn’t help myself. Women were so attractive to me! When I hit my late teens I was chubby and shy. Most of the time I would check-out my girlfriends without them knowing; stealing glances in the showers of the high school gym. I bought my own porn mag when I turned 18, and by the time I hit college I was a regular at the adult store located a few blocks from campus.
Although I dated men and enjoyed straight sex whole-heartedly, I knew I was missing something in my sex life. Actually, a majority of my friends were guys as women confused me. When I found myself in a room with an attractive woman, I would become very shy and insecure. Men however, were easy to read, easy to flirt with, and easy to please. And men were always hitting on me, never women (at least not to my knowledge).
In college I dyed my hair jet black. It was shoulder length and made my green eyes really stand out. I am very feminine but not prissy. I have large 36D tits and stand about 5′7″ with a firm yet curvy figure. Of course I was into local college music and had a cool rocker-punk-geek style.
I had a string of college crushes involving girls; one of the first was a red-head named Sammie who played on the softball team at my university. She was smart, confident, with huge boobs and an infectious laugh. I remember showing her the first vibrator I ever bought (and wishing I could use it on her!). But I was too shy to make any moves on Sammie, and maybe she was too straight to make any moves on me. Either way, I needed a dominant woman who could seduce me because I was entirely too timid to risk ruining friendship by kissing a girlfriend. (more…)






















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